In a thousand years did I ever think that I will have the guts to write something that reflects me. Well I guess it is also easy to reflect and introspect and review about ones self. Through out my teenage years i used to write what I called poetry hahahaha, and what you might think was not it. I realized that for me it did me a great sense of relief, it made me feel better when i was down and excited me when I had something to celebrate. I also learned to keep it anonymous in case someone like my mom would get in touch with it! I have realized that I have been writing all along and it was something that i truly enjoyed doing, its just that i have been so discreet about it and pity I do not have some of my writings!! I am now learning or let me say am on the road to opening up about things that I never considered even sharing them. I have recently shown my husband one of my writings and he was so shocked, that i even wrote something about him back in 2009, and the good thing is whenever I wrote something I would always put a date on it.
Below is a diary I used to keep, where I wrote everything from things that i wanted to accomplish, be it short term goals, poems, contacts, Avon orders, recipes etc.
I will now share one of the poems i wrote and I would like to hear from you what you think, please be patient these were my old poems (hahahahaha it feels strange naming them poems but to me they were), OK here goes:
The title is:
It was easy when I was still young, when I would judge without even thinking that I am doing so...
Oh was it easy to blame others for what was happening in my life ,
And oh was it easy to just look at my siblings and know my destiny,
I thought it was and maybe still think it could have been but I don't think it is,
I can't imagine how my destiny would have been, just by looking back at my chuildhood.
And oh am I grateful because its like a tree having roots and it still needs to blossom and produce fruits, under horrible and also good conditions.
And thanks to those conditions I have grown a strong stem that did survive.
Oh gosh I don't believe I just did this!!
My blogging is about finding what you are passionate about and making it work for you, not necessarily financial wise but also as therapy in making you feel good about yourself!!
I have another passion and those that know me, know what it is....will be discussing it shortly!!
Bye for now my beauties.